Mariam Raad wants what most parents want: stability and an education for her children, and a job for herself.
But as a widow with four children living in a 4mx4m tent in a prison camp in northeast Syria, her future is precarious, and relies on the political will of the federal government
Ms Raad is the widow of Muhammad Zahab, the former Sydney maths teacher who became a prolific Islamic State recruiter and is responsible for luring dozens of his family members to Syria.
Five of the 16 Australian women remaining in al-Roj camp near the Iraqi border are his relatives and several dozen children, including the four he had with his teenage bride, sons Dujana, 11, and Haritha, 10, and daughters JuJu, 7, and Sumaya, 5.
The boys were born in Australia and the girls in Syria. Their father, who became a senior figure in Islamic State, was killed in a targeted air strike in 2018.
Ms Raad, now 31, has been detained in al-Hol and al-Roj camps for more than three years.
Little Sumaya appears to have developmental delays although has received no diagnosis or medical reason for why she didn’t crawl until she was 15 months old, and only took her first steps at three.
Both boys face the likelihood of being removed from their mother and placed in a harsh juvenile prison when they reach their teens, with no further contact with their family.
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“I want to go back (to Australia),’’ Ms Raad said.
“I want my kids to have a chance at a real future. I want them to start their education and I want to know what’s wrong with my daughter.
“I’m stressed. It’s not easy being a single mother with four children in a camp. The boys are growing older and I go to sleep every night imagining they will be taken away from me.’’
Sumaya struggles with her balance, and Ms Raad spends her days on a fruitless campaign to get rid of the white rocks and gravel around their tents which make the ground unstable.
“The rocks are an issue for my youngest daughter because she still can’t walk properly, she keeps on falling and look, she always has bruises everywhere, even on her face. One time she was even bleeding,’’ she said.
Ms Raad said she has never had contact with Australian officials.
She said she was just focused on her routines at the camps.
“Wake up in the morning and if there’s water, we have to fill up with water. If it’s our shopping day we have to go and get everything we need,’’ she said, detailing the visit to the official supermarket within the camp walls.
“It is a long walk to bring bulk stuff back, like the water we have to bring. Also you have to make sure the tent is in good condition because the tent, from the weather conditions it’s ripping apart. I’m staying in the same tent for two years now. I’m supposed to get one every six months but it’s been two years.’’
The tents have electric wiring to power a small bar-sized fridge and kerosene heaters.
Fire is a big risk, and the women are too afraid to have heaters, fans or portable air conditioners if they are not in the tents to supervise their children.
“It is very dangerous. If it’s on you have to be in the tent 24/7, you can’t leave it. There has been fires from the kerosene.’’
Ms Raad was 23 or 24 when she moved from Australia to Syria with her husband.
She said she posed no threat to Australia.
“My goal if I go back to Australia, I want to be a working mother and I want my kids to have an education, I want to put my kids in schools, to be educated, and to be smart. I really do want my daughter to have a diagnosis because if there is something wrong with her, I want to catch it before it’s too late.’’